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Lols! I so need to start blogging properly man. Every few months,one post. Hopelessness! Lols! It's sad ya know. When someone who knows how Anti-something you are,goes an does that thing you're against. Knowing how much it would hurt you if you found out. Then again,life's a bitch yeahhs. Shit happens! Who amI talking about you ask? Well,Lets's not name names yeahs.If that person happens to read this post he'll know who is. But yeahhs,you know why I don't like that thing,yet... And don't come compare yaself to Shawn luhhs. You're nothing compared to him. What he does doesn't concern you in any way. Deal wid it!

What do I do?

Pami,Pami,Pami. Constantly on my mind. And then there's HER. And who exactly is HER,you ask? Well,if I was gonna tell you,I wouldn't call her HER right? Haha! But yeahhs. They say she's just a rebound. People tell me, Don't do anything about it Jessica. Feelings will go away. But they're not! And I don't like them very much. The more I see her,the harder I fall. And then,there's the stuffs she tells me. How am I supposed to react? Gee,Babe! I'm so happy for you. And deep down,fell like shit. Even if I were to tell her,she'd probably take it as a joke. Not as though I've never tried. Haiz! And if she doesn't feel the same way (which she probably wouldn't), What happens from there? Yeahs,She says, If it were me,I wouldn't let something like that affect my friendship with such a close friend. Yeahh! Now you say that,let's see when I really tell you how I feel. Guess what's the best part? I know that she's just a rebound. And if it actually works out(though it know it wouldn't), What happens when Pami comes out. Yeahhs! That's a long time to think ahead but still. WHAT DO I DO???

I miss P1C04 !

I miss my old class.My new class is so not me lah. Yeahhs! I know it'll take time to get used to but yeahhs. They're like really innocent people. So not my kinda crowd. If they found out I smoke,they'd probably avoid me like a plague lah. Sigghs!

Sighs!

God! I'm bored! Suffering from insomnia luhs. Got lots on ma mind right now. Feelings all jumbled up. Is it possible to be in love with 2 people at the same time? No. Don't answer that. Jessica,You're going mad. Who were you really expecting to answer that? Bleahs! LaDeeDum,DeeDeeDum.. UGGHS! Seng Joo! Why you sleeping? I was supposed to go off first! Sianz ah! No one on MSN to disturb either. No one replying. So Sad I! To tell or not to tell? To tell or not to tell? To tell or not to tell? Who am I to ask lah? They don't know how much I value my friendship with her. Yeah wells! Let's just omit the fact that I don't see her as a friend. But if she doesn't feel the same way,God knows whether anot our friendship would still be the same. Haiz! Think! Joanne Nisha! Was it worth it,Jessica? Wasn't,was it? And Now,let's bring Pami into the picture. Abit stupid of you to have not told him,wasn't it? Abit too late now ain't it? Haiyoo! I gonna get arranged marriage lah! Sigghs! So stress I!

WAAAAAH!

Omg! one year siia! Well, nearly lah. But yeahhs. Am now in Ngee Ann Poly,for those who don't know. Am doing my diploma in BioMedical Engineering. What else? Haha! Dunno what to blog about siia! Sigghs! Gonna be split into diff classes from my friends from this semester.
No more Bff-big-bully Seng Joo.
No more Mags smacking my thigh and telling me to stop shaking my leg.
No more racists jokes from Isaac.
No more smoking buddy Bjorn.
No more Joseph and "Eh Mary,how to do ah?".
No more stranger who goes ,"Hi, I'm Sin Hui".
No more doing project on the day we supposed to hand them in with Kevin.
No more attempting to make conversation with Whitley who was a classmate for 2 months before he spoke to me.
No more Hamdan,the only one who speaks to me in malay.
No more Pak Heen,The one who made me really believe in the saying "Don't judge a book by its cover".
No more Keith aka Robin Hood,and CATS classmate too.
No more Eka,first few groupmate for project work.
No more Deryk,organiser of outings.
No more Aaron who speaks in weird but good accent-ed english.
No more Ming Hua who was supposed to be in my ME class.
No more Xue Ting who would help anyone who asked.
No more Chee Wee staying at yishun also.
No more Saodah who didnt really seem part of our class but still was and is from P1C04!

Sigghhhs!! Gonna miss them siiiia!!!!

I'm back!!

Guess who's back? Back again! Jessica's back.Tell a friend. Nananana...Hahs! Lazy to type it all out lah! But yeahhhs! I'm back from Mcnair! And I miss my botak boy! He's in tekong. Sigh! Lotsa stuff have happened but I ain't gonna put em up here lah.Let's just let itbe,let it be,let it be,let it be..Haha! But yeaahs! For now,it's getting a job and my tattoo removed. And on the 15th of December,My rider's theory! WOOHOOO!!!! Ciaoingz!

Waaaaah!

Okay! I have not been blogging for like a month lah. Haha! Haha! First thing's first,WOODY died! And now,the king of the house is Simba the kitten. Haha! Yeap! Another house with 2 dogs and one cat. Haha! Okay! I had the best time of my life the past 2 weekends with ma bestie! Sheesha after nearly a year,pool after more than a month,Drinking after more than a month,got to try Tulng(And promised myself never to eat it in public again),got disturbed for cutting up my chicken in Long John's. Haha! That was the best luh! ME?! Called feminine cuz I cut ma chicken up in to smaller pieces. But yeahhs. Never had as much fun before luhhs. Even when I'm in khatib.Played truth or truth. YEAPPS! Haha! questions only. Both too lazy to do dare luhs. And founf out alot of interesting stuff that is never to be repeated. Haha! He BETTER keep his side of the agreement lah. Haha! But yeahhs! It's like 3am in the morning now.I've gotta go get some sleep liao lah! CIAOOOOZ!!